2013 had been a year filled with ups and downs, and many things have came in my life, changing who i am... Honestly i have lost many people i this journey but then again, i have learnt many lessons and i value them. Well, i may not have completely lose them because...... memories never fade i guess.... friendship is always somewhere deep inside inside me...
Then again, i became closer with my guides and my Ohana ( not a bad thing isnt it?)
Well, Ohanas is you guys are seeing this, let me tell you guys that you people are really important to me and i really hope things between you guys will change.... i wat the cheerful group of us back :) maybe you two should talk things out and be happy again? Okay... i shouldnt force you guys.... but i reallyreally hope things changes ? :( *OHANA MEANS FAMILY AND FAMILY MEANS NO ONE GETS LEFT BEHIND* i have been saying this many times but i hope you guys get it okay?Come find this mama :) im always free to help!!! :DDD HEHEHEHE!
-PROCEEDING-
2014 is a new journey in life i guess.... gotten a result that was heartbreaking..... is this what i deserve after studying so much? maybe another lesson in life to think ahead and learn to improvise? Olevels was torturous and i survived but lesson learnt to study eve harder :) Lets not forget the wonderful people that helped me to achieve this isnt it:) Welll...... CHINESE NEW YEAR IS UPCOMING! (many preparations*>*)
MEANING OF THE BLOG:
Neverland;everland....
Im not a peter pan fan but yet this title strike into my head as i did this blog! Fantasy many... somehow, i wish to live in my dreams, where thigs are perfect and my mum will be more open and allowing me to do things i want... is that really hard? You were teens once isnt it? But... Im not giving up my dreams to be with the person i love... :) DREAMS, everyone has one and mine is really simple minded. to live happily ever after. Get a simple life and job, enjoy my future :)
Back to blogging-Its 11.34pm..... And i cant get to sleep. I have no idea why i cant sleep either.... but blogging this makes me think..... friendship, studies, my life with <3 and many more..... :) happy ending :D hehehehe Valentines is coming up too... kind of excited to celebrate it with the guy who plans ahead of our future, our home... (thats really sweet because not all guys does that)
OKAY.... enough of talking of that.....
Hmm........... Guides now!
Girlguides: though i have graduated, Guides have somehow become part of my life... may be its because of my lovely juniors that make me excited in coming back :)Guides makes me happy each time im with them< seriously the cure to may things> To be it was because of this CCA that enhance me to become a mature girl. with many teachers advices and great mates! hehehehe~ the memories created is really, really worth to remember for life... ILOVEWSGG!
I think this is enough for the day eh?
"Wishing that memories can occur again......"
"Thinking of the day where the close bonds between us had faded unknowingly" "Love is a powerful yet awesome feeling with the guy you love"
To Ohana..... I hope to meet you guys soon........ the batch of lovely children of mine, trying to play black magic with me.... i miss those days.....
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