1. ICAs
2. Emotional
3. Sickness
4. Migraine is BACKKKK~
6. School -.-
So....ICA ( In-Class Assessments) have started now... and we are ending in about a week time~ I swear ICA is really a burden because all the projects and the need to communicate with people and shit starts happening... Thankful for having awesome friends to be in the project or some sort of awesome people....Honestly think that communication is still the key in all projects... I mean it isnt the first project i encounter and somehow, really hate it when communication is like.... broken.. //sigh// Thankgod! The last project for this semester is coming to an end this MONDAYYYYY!!!! SAY YESYESYES ! Im Left with Accounting For Assets and Effective Writing because
Okay... Thats really pretty much all about my exams.... Now... I'm not sure what is wiith me lately but i have been having emotional problem. I get really upset with so many things... Friends, relationship, family, school and whatever that can happen.. Weird right? I have been losing many friendships and the trust i have for many of them that i hoped they wouldnt leave me in surge and forgo the memories we had as friends.... Okay really emotional but its kinda sad how friendships turns cold and everyone become strangers again.... Till now, I dont feel like studing at all... Not even sure if i want to continue at this course... I always dread going to school because of the need to face so many things and problems..... I jus wanna stay out with Bae or even go back to my workplace.... I really love the feeling of working la... Lately, I feel so annoyed and stuff that i even feel annoyed with him.... fighting so much I feel its my fault... Sorry baby.... :/ Why is it so hard to get rid of all this emotions? Why isnt life going the way i want it to be? Nice friendship, relationship and having my family to support me and let me do what I really want to do with my life...
Lets Not forget.... I went back for Guides a long time ago for the Appreciation Lunch for non teaching staff and guess what!!! EHEHEHEHEHE MANAGED TO GET QH N NISA BACK ALSOOOO!! MUCH LOVES LAA <3
Hahahha~ Lets say... I have been sick for nobody knows how many months la... been coughing non stop and having sore throats, flu and phlegm every single time.... Dont really feel well and the moment my cough recover, I get infected with Viral Infection and my sis gave me the cough backk... Doesnt even feel good la... Hate falling sick but im so used to it now.. Lately, my tummy starts to hurt every now and then and they hurt so badly.... feel like stabbing myself at times... why do this to meee :( something more serious... MY MIGRAINE IS BACK FOR A VISIT!! I am sure that some of my SecSch mates probably know i used to be on panadol or painkiller because of the killing headache i always have in school last year like i have to constantly find people and get medicine... Then they started to control me because Painkiller was no longer effective and i decided to control the pain instead of letting it control me :) I SUCCEEDED!!! But... This time... it came back being worst and making me unable to even study... No idea why it is back but its so terrible i can cry any moment... #Suckstobeme!
Before i conclude... I just received a warning letter from my school saying that they may debar me for my attendance which doesnt makes sense... I HAD VALID REASONS PEOPLE!! I had to take Olevels and my viral infection caused me to be unable to come la!! HOW WAS IT MY FAULT THENNN :< But if you wanna debar me.. so be it!!!
OHHHHH~~~ I almost forgot! This Tues... MY OHANA REUNITED~~~ SO HAPPY LARHH~~~ Like it was so hard to reunite with them and what was best? They sent me to school, Have lunch with me and accompany me to study awhile... SO SWEET OF OHANA!!
HEHEHEHEHE! This Shall conclude this post... Lets hope that the friend becomes a friend again, Ohana will meet again, Me and Bae will have better relationship and... GUIDES CAMP IS COMING UP AND I GET TO MEET MAL, QH AND NISAAAA <3
OKIEEE~~~
Thats All Folks!
