Are everything just memories...

I guess everyone comes and go in life but they will always stop by in your life and create those really beautiful memories with you. Some only makes a brief stop in you life while others, they will always stay by you. Best friends doesn't means meeting everyday but are the ones who you don't meet for a long time but are still as close as ever....
So why am i making such a mushy stuff? Because i found the ones who i believe that would go a long long way with me in my life. Maybe because i am more mature now?  hahaha! Okay obviously my friends will never agree that i became more mature but i really found the peeps i know i will stick with for a really long time in life. Honestly, i am the person who loves company and those really good ones where your friends make you laugh even for the smallest things... so im really afraid that some day, everyone would leave me as the journey continues... I am really contented with the company i have now. Guides, boyfriend, friend and my brother.... but will they leave me as the time goes by? Im scared... Im afraid because all of them created really good times and sometimes, i miss those really good time when all of them stayed by me, made me giggle...

These few months, many things have changed in my life. But that's life as many says. People change, situations change.... everything isn't a fairy-tale. Yes i know but i just want to stay in my fairy-tale... is that not possible anymore? I may be selfish but i want those times to be really back to normal. When CCA days are filled with laughter with all my girls ( yes it still occurs but its just different now) When everyone are always cheerful and funny. When those really sweet and funny moment lasted so long you feel just so blessed to be surrounded with really good people.... Will these be the same again? Or will they turn into just plain memories that are the only thing left for me to look back on.... 

Im not saying these because everything has changed but i'm afraid that everything will change one day and i will be left alone with only memories to count on... Im pretty sure the guy of my life would stay but will those times where everything seems simple stay too? Will friends stay too? Will every moment i have now stay the same as forever? I really hope it would because all of these people mean a lot in my life and i wouldnt be who i am today because it was them that stayed by me when i was upset and when i am at the lowest point in life. My girls would always be there to cheer my on and tell me to do the best i can in life. Everyone here are the drive in my life that keep me going.....