REUNIONNNNNNN~

Hello everyone~ Sorry for the late post again..... (If there is even anyone reading my blog)
Hmmmmm.... Chinese New Year is approaching and families are having reunion dinner :D Well, This Reunion is different.... I finally patched with my pengyous and we had a really had a great time :D Honestly, i was really afraid things were going to be awkward because we didnt really end things well enough.... but then.... We were like crazy people at marina And Bugis !:D CRAZY PEOPLE X1000 None of us managed to fly a kite up but then again, we had our little picnic and we were at the centre of the barrage XD ( CENTRE OF ATTRACTION? I THINK NOT!) Though i didnt managed to take any group shots with them, we still had a really pleasant time around the place! (My mummy even did something really shocking) HEHEHEHEHE!!!! WE HAD ASTONS ON THAT DAY TOOOOOOO! OMG THE FOOD WAS REALLY SUPERB AND AND AND WORTH THE MONEY !!!! Though the pig only managed to come at night for dinner and shopping, we had a really great day isnt it? 
Really Hoping that we can have another fun outing as a full clique :D HEHEHEHEHE Maybe the day will come soon :>
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Well, I took 3 days to shop for my new year clothes... Though they arent really formal or nice... i took a really long time choosing the clothes and i was really indecisive to the extent that i had to walk lots of time just to choose! Luckily, I had someone with me :D HEHEHEE!! Though i didnt managed to by much t=stuff on the first 2 days, he continued to shop with me and go around with me (trust me shopping for clothes isnt fun or easy at all) I hate clothes shopping... But at times, it can go so crazy! Especially when i managed to find clothes on really great sales and shopped till i drop :DDD MUAHAHAAHA!! My clothes colour doesnt match but its colour blocking and my sis say it looks okie! Come on! I shall put through a ew crazy fashion HAHAHAHAHAA!!! Im really excited for CNY! Though i cannot have the same CNY as last year, im sure this year will be equally great isnt it? :D
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Well, This is my my third post and im wondering how many and who actually reads my pathetic blog.... Honestly this blog is about my life and it doesnt matter on how people view it but more on what i feel about my life. Ever wonder how my future will be like... will it really be like the future i dream for it to be? Or..... nahhhh~ Shall think about it because the future is in our hamds and we create our own future. If we are able to control and do it well, We will have what we want isnt it? :D My future is to be with the guy i love, live in comfort and have dogs and childrens :D Live peacefully and loving one another :D Im sure it will come true :D because i found what i want :) Aim for our future together and we shall create the best of our life...
Time check: 1120pm
I shall blog again soon i guess :D HEHEEHHEEE! ~ till the next people :D

My Bro first day at school~~

WHOOTS! Today was my little bro first day of school ( i cant find all the nice photos is took)

My little boy decided to cry (which is normal for young kids entering school) And guess what, This Jiejie had to go class with him today! i INTERACTED WITH THE TEACHER !!And the teacher really guided me well and allowed me to take care of the kids on their behalf :) CAN U IMAGINE???? Taking care of those 2 years old kids because they knew i wanted to get into the Early Childhood course and they said i could take it as training because there were only 4 kiddos! MUHAHAHA!!~~ I love them so much! Esp Jordan(a girl FYI) she is so sweet! Although this bunch of them kept running during lessons, this little girl will sit with me when i caught her *.* Andandand! there is this little boy whom didnt wanted to tell me his name that kept crying for his mom! Luckily he managed to forget about it! hehehehe!! He instantly came to hug me when i raised my hand! This bunch of kids really made my day a whole lot better <3 maybe i am determined into working at this field because the kiddos are irresistible ! If the childcare i apply for accepts me, i dont working to see them !!! (SERIOUSLY)

As i type, I feel the excitement but then again, im not gonna go baby sit them already :) Sweetmemories with the kiddos!!!

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NEXT TOPIC BECAUSE .......

IM SO EXCITED TELL ME IM SO EXCITED! FIRSTLY, I GOT A SHOCK WHEN I WAS ADDED TO A GROUP BY AN UNKNOWN NUMBER (ALL CONTACTS LOST) AND THEN I TOOK 3 MINUTES TO LAUGH AT THE GROUP NAME AND PONDER WHAT WAS HAPPENING AND THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!! TMRW IM GONNA HAVE A REUNION WITH THE PEOPLE WHOM I LOST TOUCH FOR LESS THAN 6 MONTHS BECAUSE OF REASONS! O WORDS CAN EXPRESS MY HAPPINESS ( RETARD ME I KNOW)

OKAYYYYY STILL SUPER HAPPYYYYYY!!!! (TAMMY ARE YOU SEEING THIS!! IM TRYING TO TYPE QUICKLY SO I CAN RMB THE LINK)

I CANT WAIT FOR TMRWWWWWWWW~~~~

LALALALALLALAALA~

OHHHHHHHHH~ WONDER IS THIS MEANS A NEW BEGINNING AND A TICK TO MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION BUT ITS REALLY REALLY EXCITING! 

However.....

It has been days since i talked to a full ohana..... wonder how things are going on... somehow i feel really really terrible inside... my dear daughter isnt talking to me, my son is sad ad everything... can things change for the better just like how things in my life change,...... i am really hoping for a miracle to happen..... please? Ohana once again if you guys do read my blog, i hope we can meet up soon... as a full ohana filled with laughter and joy! our pizzahut trips, walk to BPP ad many more.... u guys owe me an outing rmb? PLEASEE.....

New beginning, new blog :)

HELLOOOOOOOO! OKAYYY! BACK TO BLOGGIN!!! This blog shall be an ope one because I decided to put my other blog private, nonetheless, this blog shall continue telling the story of my life.....
2013 had been a year filled with ups and downs, and many things have came in my life, changing who i am... Honestly i have lost many people i this journey but then again, i have learnt many lessons and i value them. Well, i may not have completely lose them because...... memories never fade i guess.... friendship is always somewhere deep inside inside me...
Then again, i became closer with my guides and my Ohana ( not a bad thing isnt it?) 
Well, Ohanas is you guys are seeing this, let me tell you guys that you people are really important to me and i really hope things between you guys will change.... i wat the cheerful group of us back :) maybe you two should talk things out and be happy again? Okay... i shouldnt force you guys.... but i reallyreally hope things changes ? :(  *OHANA MEANS FAMILY AND FAMILY MEANS NO ONE GETS LEFT BEHIND* i have been saying this many times but i hope you guys get it okay?Come find this mama :) im always free to help!!! :DDD HEHEHEHE!
-PROCEEDING-
2014 is a new journey in life i guess.... gotten a result that was heartbreaking..... is this what i deserve after studying so much? maybe another lesson in life to think ahead and learn to improvise? Olevels was torturous and i survived but lesson learnt to study eve harder :) Lets not forget the wonderful people that helped me to achieve this isnt it:) Welll...... CHINESE NEW YEAR IS UPCOMING! (many preparations*>*) 
MEANING OF THE BLOG:
Neverland;everland....
Im not a peter pan fan but yet this title strike into my head as i did this blog! Fantasy many... somehow, i wish to live in my dreams, where thigs are perfect and my mum will be more open and allowing me to do things i want... is that really hard? You were teens once isnt it? But... Im not giving up my dreams to be with the person i love... :) DREAMS, everyone has one and mine is really simple minded. to live happily ever after. Get a simple life and job, enjoy my future :)
Back to blogging-Its 11.34pm..... And i cant get to sleep. I have no idea why i cant sleep either.... but blogging this makes me think..... friendship, studies, my life with <3 and many more..... :) happy ending :D hehehehe Valentines is coming up too... kind of excited to celebrate it with the guy who plans ahead of our future, our home... (thats really sweet because not all guys does that) 
OKAY.... enough of talking of that..... 
Hmm........... Guides now! 
Girlguides: though i have graduated, Guides have somehow become part of my life... may be its because of my lovely juniors that make me excited in coming back :)Guides makes me happy each time im with them< seriously the cure to may things> To be it was because of this CCA that enhance me to become a mature girl. with many teachers advices and great mates! hehehehe~ the memories created is really, really worth to remember for life... ILOVEWSGG! 
I think this is enough for the day eh?

"Wishing that memories can occur again......"
         "Thinking of the day where the close bonds between us had faded unknowingly"                   "Love is a powerful yet awesome feeling with the guy you love"


To Ohana..... I hope to meet you guys soon........ the batch of lovely children of mine, trying to play black magic with me.... i miss those days.....